Day 1: One Step Forward, Two Steps Back
(Resetting the streak back to zero.)
I missed blogging and vlogging yesterday. Again. For the nth time.
I can only be frustrated and upset with myself. I don't need to get into details of what went wrong. I keep making the same mistakes over and over again.
There was roughly a week and a half where I had the right habits. I was starting my day off strong by waking up early, stretching and praying, and finishing it strong by going to bed early too.
Then I stopped. I know why and in hindsight, I made a clear mistake then that I've refused to learn from until now.
I'm at a pivotal point in life. Either I can use the abundance of time I have positively and move forward, or I can continue to stay stuck and floundering in place.
I'm honestly embarrassed by all the time I've wasted, but I can't keep living with regret.
I can only be honest with myself, and more importantly, change my habits to move forward.